Well my brother for some reason is in my dream and he is hanging out with me and helping me take care of the baby, but then he ends up pretty much taking care of her. Well, then all of a sudden I am holding her and she is old enough to talk, but I am still holding her like she's still a little baby and she keeps calling me by my first name, and I say, "No...Mommy." She then says "Kawie." I say " MOMMY!!" and she says, "Kawie, I want Brady. I want Brady. " I was so upset because my child didn't even like me and seemed like she barely knew me because I didn't know how to raise her.
I woke up so upset...it was the weirdest dream. Sorry if it was all over the place, but that's how the dream seemed too. I had to share it. I had to get it off my chest. Made me realize I am still not ready to have a child.